There is nothing quite as special to a young male as he begins his transformation towards becoming a girl and eventually a woman. Mine started early while not yet in my teens. I always felt that I had more in common with the girls I played with on the playground or childhood parties. In my teens, I began secretly dressing up as a girl, often wearing panties. At that time I felt I was basically a "Fem Boy" (I definitely was teased for my feminine mannerisms).. By the time I discovered sex, it was with guys only and I had no sexual interest in girls other than I was wanting to be one. During my college years, I was very open to others about much of my sexuality. My desire was to embrace who I am regardless of the term given to me by others. I began to frequent clubs that regularly showcased female impersonization shows. Once I got the nerve to participate, I was totally hooked. Crossdressing only enhanced my desire to further my journey towards becoming a girl....yes, the woman I always wanted to be. This journey continues and I am enjoying every minute of it. Nowat age 26, I am proudly fulfilling my dreams. Of course, I am sexually attracted to men of all races, but I am also atttacted to other women like myself who have a cock. This blog is for adults only and represents my wild side, true desires and fantasies.